Im really confused in the things im doing am i doing all wrong thats why he is always mad  at me?? what should i really do to prove myself .. his wrk is already so stress. and yet i am still always adding to his stredd level what type of gf am i such a failure as his gf cannot even help him only know how to add burden to him maybe he is right i should not have being together at the first place if we never together he maybe do things will be more smooth i guess im the unlucky star beside him thats why always with me nothing goes smoothly .. Im sorry dear, i know i promise you alot but none is really done i know you give me alot of patience and chances but i never really appreciated it i have lots to say to you but henever i wanted to say anything to you the words just remain stuck in my mouth and in the end all i talk is glibberish everything that i dont meant to say end up saying alot of hurtful things really sorry .. i really dunno what to say..

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